There is something in pianos and boats.
I am so sad because I don’t really feel like I’ve grown much at all. I’m letting life take me instead of I taking on life. There are so many people who go through life not growing at all. But we all secretly assume that it’s just a phase that some spectacular event will put an end to because that’s what lets us believe others in our life story can change. But spectacular events do not gift on whim, and all of a sudden this self-indulgence of our bad traits becomes a habit, becomes a diary of caution, and then it becomes irrevocably, terrifyingly us.